Peace of mind.
I may have waisted 2.5 years of my life falling in love with you, and planning a life around you; but I am young and I guess have some time to kill. If I have learned anything from this it is that I will survive, and in the end I feel how this has changed me is for the better. I learned to know myself through you; and Ive come to accept that there may not be someone who is “right” for me, I have a blunt, strong, stance on life; its my tragic downfall but its me and changing it would be telling a lion to shave his mane…it still grows back, its always there. I guess this is what moving on feels like, its nice. Though while in a relationship its funny how it seems like you have so many options..then when your single it seems like you have none. It does makes me happy to know that I have been exploring options I feel almost reborn, its been so long since Ive been in this sort of situation…its fun.
